Let's Get Lost

Went to Sujin's house for a little visit, before he goes back to America at the end of the summer break.


It was a sudden plan, by me :D of course who else will make last minute plans dummy =='
A few of us stayed back, and I promised to send a few back home :]


So after school me, Lisa, and Juin went to Pizza Hut and got some food, managed to return at 2.15. I'm not sure if doing so was faster than just ordering a delivery. We only stayed there for an hour. Played fifa with him and i got owned =_='


Sujin, Germany 11 : 3 Brazil, Amirul
* fact! that 3 goals wasnt from me, it was from Sujin. I never played Fifa. I lost so bad and he gave me a swith, I was playing germany at first and the score was three nil... but, you can see how it ended :D


Talked for a while and we all left at 3.30
I sent Zhi Ling, Juin and Juen back home 
Zhi Ling's house was close.
Juin and Juen's was tricky, and I was running late. So I drove a little faster than usual.
And that was a bad idea. 
I misjudged a turn and the car lost control.
It drifted, and luckily I managed to fight back and avoid hitting the signboard, putting the car facing the opposite side of the road.
Thankfully no traffic was there, so I couldnt hesitate, 180 turn and back on the road. 
Stopped at the side to see if the car's okay. I got lucky, nth happened :] barely. the mud pit where my car stopped mustve been really helpful.
If not, I'll be straight onto the signboard. That LDP-Sri Damansara Signboard.
Well, I did get to send them back home ;]


On the way back home I'd driven very carefully.
" you have been warned " was all in my head :D


Got back home later than usual. Mum was having dinner.
There and then I told her...
" I guess that's it. I'm not driving nemore for this 2 weeks. Can u send me instead? ^^ "
" Why? Driving isn't as fun as it was? "
" No, not really... I just needed a lil rest :] "
" owh okay, send the car for restoration then xD "
LOl! it's as if she knew what happened. So yeah, I'm sending it for full repair tomorrow. Also respray that old banger. 


I seriously need to be careful next time. Must learn physics more, judge distance, weight, and speed limit at a turn... woah :D

Public Speaking, And I Took Part

Dun worry, your eyes don't need glasses, I just need to have a less crazier mind :]
Yes!!! I took part in a public speaking competition!
hahahahahahahhhhhhh. =='


24th June, Thursday
Having a little conversation with Trester
and she told me that she's taking part in a public speaking competition, what a brave lad ^^
And I dunno why i end up wondering if I can still take part, despite having only 5 days left :D


25th June, Fiday
Went to see Pranav, who's supposed to take part in that comp (how did i know? O_o what a weirdo having all these informations in my head ;D) and turns out he's not prepared yet, hoooray! so what am I gunna talk about? Nvm join 1st think later, so went to see Pn. Asma and ask her if I can join. 


And immediately she picked the phone to call St Mary, asking them if I can substitute =='
And the next thing she does was asking me...
" so, what was the topic you're gunna talk about? "
And I cockily answered
" why tell now? where's the fun and suprises then? :D "
ahahahhhh yeah... 


WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO TALK ABOUT???
something I like? well i like Lamborghini's.... erm okay lets google and find facts! 
Then after some information i tried reading it to myself... 
BORING!!!! 
Being a little kid I am I realised there's a moral to this story...
" It's not about entertaining yourself, it's about entertaining others :D "
then after some time I decided to sleep ^^ 


26th June, Saturday
* alarm rings, nope it's not that early 8a.m. alarm, it's the 11a.m. one =D *
owh nuu the script! oh nooooo... mum left a note on the table...


Hey, good luck with the script, the food is on the table blahblah
P.S. Lamborghini's not a good idea.


obviously :D
so as I was peering thru new ideas i was also peering thru tutorials on
HOW TO SPEAK WELL IN PUBLIC
so I thought...
nice topic! People who's going are debaters and speakers anyway right?
owhkiee 
(also for the sake of convenience, I can learn as I write the topic out :D)


30th June, Wednesday
Ahhhh, this is it.


Somehow I don't feel nervous, but that doesn't mean I'm not worried :]
WHO DOESNT??? ERGH
Arrived in school, warm welcome :D
Pranav : Hey there you are, lemme hear your speech!
Leon    : Yeah, I wanna hear it too =D
Shaun  : FASTER START!!!
And Pn Asma saved me, by arriving at the right moment~


Arrived at St Mary at 8, felt a bit chilled
Signed my name and said that Pranav was sick, when he was just standing beside me =]
( btw, we gave him a fake name there, Farook... to not cause scandals during the comp =)
So, final preparations and, bam~
The competition began
I din listen much to others cuz I was still reading, but I managed to listen to Trester's speech and the following ppl :D
Her's was about unity, her speech was so cute ^^ 
chinjabi, i wonder who gave that term :]
Then there's a talk on poverty, TV commercial and...
my turn
I managed to do it, that was to me... a great achievement :D
and I was the funniest guy there! hahah I really had fun
Although I think I broke a few rules :/ 


Later was impromptu speech competition
so all of us (Jonathan, Trester, Me, Poverty Guy, Dencyl, Ashveen,and that brave form 1 lad who also took part in this ) had some time in the quarantine room.
We really had fun talking about stuff, there's also music (from my phone :D)
And we had this sort of deal, the first to get the topic in impromptu speech will have to help each other give clues.
And Jonathan was the first to go, and after he got it, we peered at the door, and he said "entertainment" 
all of us were like
" what on earth are we gunna do for that "
my turn to get to that room, and yeah, it was about entertainment. duh!
i thought i heard wrong, and we actually thought they changed the topic, cuz those teachers kinda saw us trading information =P
i was supposed to make a story in 4 minutes, and I did nth...
the paper was blank :D save the trees ^^


But right outside I had an idea
Pranav told me, define the thing in whole, then make your personal remarks on it.
His mumble in the car just now seems helpful here :D
" now, let's welcome, the 11th speaker "
owh! my turn! weeeeeee!!!! I din even think of what to say!
At 1st I defined what's entertainment, then I mentioned that public speaking is part of entertainment. And I told them a story, a story of how a boy enters public speaking and talk. And why I did it, cuz this is makes you entertained, and with that, I thank you *bleagh*
Again I managed to be funny? woah... 


And soon after the winners we're announced,
Trester got 3rd place, hahah I knew it, I wonder how was her impromtu
I forgot who got 2nd and... Jonathan got 1st, no suprise! He got help from Derek!


Then all of us was about to leave
But I had smth that I hafta give before I leave
A few days before I asked help from Li Lian on making a kitty key chain 
It was for Trester ^^ 
THANKS LILIAN *bows* teach me how to make a youdodoll too!! xD
she liked it :] 
well, it's a pink kitty keychain... only the face though, shame I din take a photo of it :/


Well, I did it! I entered public speaking! And I had fun and so was others! :D


You made me realize what I am capable of doing
And you shine the light on me
The side that I never could've seen myself
Thank you, Trester ^^

I'm Updating!

After such a looooong while
I finally had the time and thought of updating
wooots!


Lotsa things happened and its too much to be put to memories
so I hafta write it sumwhere =]


I just hope that my blog can be relived tho @_@

I'm  not being too dependent on you
I just wanted someone to care about =]


I guess i got the wrong message across...

Is it wrong loving you...
Even though i know, im not in your heart
Am I too ego...
To always to think that I belong to you.

As you stood next to me enjoying yourself,

I stood there, unable to say anything.

The truth is,
I've always somehow known my feelings for you.
"I found her!"
but those words don't reach you.
"Don't cry, don't do it,"
was all I could I tell myself.


I acted tough, but I was just a coward
pretending I wasn't interested.
And yet,
that only increased the pain stabbing at my heart.
Ah, I see, so this must be what it's like
to fall in love.


My heart tries to tell you
to try asking me what's wrong,
but just being next to you is fine.
The truth hurts.


I didn’t say it,
I couldn’t say it,
and now there's no going back.
That summer day
with all those twinkling stars
I still remember even now.
Your face when you laughed,
your face when you were blur,
I loved how they all looked.

Isn't it funny?
Even though I always understood,
you never knew
because it was my own secret.
I pass the nights
with distant memories of you
pointing out the stars
with your innocent little voice.

Sometimes i wish...
that my misery is put to an end
as soon as it can be done

But somehow...
I realised
" its about keeping her happy... even if she doesn't love you.. "


So here I am... keeping a promise...

ill do my best, to keep her safe
even if she doesnt have to know
even if it means trading her life with mine =)